Hey Chuks,
What you say rings true, but why so deep ? I looked back over the past couple of pages and you appear almost obsessed by your departure and the manner of it.
You're doing expensive stuff which maybe (I can't read minds but since this is a rumour forum I'm allowed to speculate), fulfills an ambition or permits a "They need me more than I need them" feeling.
Are you really
missing it ? Is Musket33's theory more than a hypothesis ? If so, come clean. Don't sit on the fence mate. Either you miss it or you you don't. Which is it ?
The audience need to know
Cheers,
NEO