I decided to give up flying, spent hours deciding, then comfirmed my decision in my mind........the following day my mind was on the (how do i break it gently but by leaving the door open to my employers) sketch whilst walking to work...........Boom, i ended up on the bonnet of a car which had`nt seen me and i had been oblivious to them as my mind was miles away luckily it was low speed...........changed my mind and havent sent the e-mail yet!!!!!!!!