Smile,
I feel for you mate, but as others have said, your positive attitude will be what gets you in one day. It may not be Sunstate, but there is a lucky airline out there waiting for you.
I dont know you as well as the others, but you really deserve a break, and I just wish there was something we could all do for you.
Its times like this that make me realise how lucky I am to have my job. I hope one day, very soon, that you too will feel the joy that your dream job will bring you.
Until then, please stay as lovely as you are. You, along with all the regulars in this post are one in a million. Cloudy just got in, and you are next. Stay positive, believe in yourself and use this as a benchmark for this year. Its still only January and its going to be a long year, full of many changes..and they will all be good.
Take care Smile..and do just that <img src="smile.gif" border="0">