Originally Posted by
the aviator1977
Wingbar,
I'm not trying to be funny but maybe you shouldn't come on here and expose yourself like this.
Having followed this thread for some time I find I have to agree with 'the aviator 1977'. If you are genuine then you have my sympathy, but I can't help feeling that you have 'exposed' enough of yourself that would make any potential airline employer run a mile, especially if they employ a psychologist to do some of their interviewing. They would NOT contemplate putting you in the seat of one of their aircraft as an FO with the characteristics you have displayed on here. Again, I repeat, IF you are genuine (as some other posters infer) then I think you need to seriously get some help to sort your life out, not just from a career point of view. You are starting to sound irrational (can't make decisions, make decisions and then back down soon after, can't think logically, craving sympathy).
In my opinion you should be no-where near an aircraft in this state, be it an airliner or a C152. I would urge you to seek professional help as you are starting to sound like a stuck record and nobody here can sort your problems out for you, it's like an alcoholic or a depressive; you need external help from a professional who can get YOU to WANT to CONFRONT and SORT OUT your own problems.
All the best
PP
ps. and if you are a wind up merchant, congrats you've done quite well keeping this going thus far, but you are starting to bore.