Thanks HeloPat and Chesty
Feels better now
Steve76 had a point. It is important to question why one want's to fly again. If it's vanity, or trying to impress others, or some other youthful folly that needs to be satisfied - then it's for the wrong reason. I will not lie and say that wasn't slightly part of it when I was 24-25 years old and with a fixed wing license in my hand. But now that so many years have gone by, I can honestly say that what I miss about it is the flying. I have no dreams of working as pilot or anything like that - I just want to be able to go flying a helicopter once in a while all by myself, land anywhere, pitch a tent and do some fishing.