Originally Posted by
A330ismylittlebaby
I mean i start shaking at night but that's from anxiety and being scared of death and i try never to hurt anyone's feelings.
I am saving you upwards of £60k on flying training. You can't hack it if you can't get over your current state of mind.
You are not conversant with dealing with people and lack confidence by your own admission. Either you spend time and effort joining teams, sports, clubs and other activities in addition to knuckling up on your aviation knowledge, or you give up and continue as you are without moaning.
There are an awfully large number of sharks who will take your money, and never admit to you that you are not capable of flying professionally.
I can tell you that now for free that you are currently incapable of dealing with the situations required of you as a pilot, and I sleep at night in the knowledge that I have helped you - contrary to what you might think yourself.