Originally Posted by Maddie
I am really trying to conquer my fear.
Maddie, you might want to have a look at one of the fear of flying courses that are around. There are quite a few, but the ones that I have links for at my fingertips are associated with
BA and
Virgin. One advantage (amongst many) of doing this is that you should have many opportunities during the day to ask questions of people who are there to help by answering them. Although operating crew on a revenue flight will, I'm sure, always want to try to help and explain things, there are other jobs that always demand attention. But on one of these courses the focus is on you and what you need.