Guys I am moving house at the moment,in the loft I found an old pilots bag and in it were all my old rejection letters from the early 1990s,one from just about every operator round then (who the hell were Airworld?).
Anyway I am now a training capt with 10000 hours and all those CVs are just a distant nightmare along with the ATPLs etc.
Dont give up hope,if a fool like me can get on then you will too.