Message to Piperindian
Friend, here's food for thought. I was like you a few months ago but.... here it is....
"Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan 'Press On' has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race."
--Calvin Coolidge, 30th President of the United States, 1932
Go get a furlough, R & R, re-group and try again.....
Goodluck
Deltasix