aww shucks!
high cirrus, well what can i say? apart from thankyou so very much. it may seem weird this next bit but i hope that it's not too icky! despite the pain that i have endured i count myself to be very very blessed. this is because of the wonderful support and help that i receive from all of you. it may seem vain, pathetic even but the messages of support really spur me. i know that i lost my brother and i did n't need to, but the upside (if i can call it that) is the priviledge it is to be alongside all of you. you all lost in that crash. you too feel the pain and i try to be mindful of that because sometimes i worry i get too self absorbed im my grief that i'm unable to see yours to. this is a worthy cause and i'm confident that in time goodness will prevail, at the risk of sounding like a super hero!