Sorry if i've upset you Suffering spouse. I also have a mortgage, young son, on the wrong side of 40 and no jobs on the horizon. What has kept me going over the past few horrendous days is my sense of humour and the banter with other members which was one of the reasons i enjoyed workind at Emerald. Yes SK is very attractive, you can't blame them for that! once again i am sorry hope it all works out. if you don't laugh though, you'll cry, and yes, i've done that too!!!!