I think we all are poor sods...My IR cost me loads of pounds..I got very upset sometimes..once I nearly kill myself!! I tried hanging myself but rope broke coz im to fat and I broke my angle!!!
But I keep trying now looking for this plane job. I now work in a Zoo, I clean the monkey ****!! The other day I was putting the food in and the naughty monkey do the turd on my poor head!! everyone laugh at me at work...So I have things hard but will get the job sometime..Even my job hurts my soul and no one believe I fly planes but that will see Maverick one day!! Keep trying everyone!!
