oh god .. my life is over
i acually spent money for training ! why did i do this ??
how dare those other people acually PAY for a type rating or any sort of training ?????
i should have never started my training without realizing that my attitude and skills as a pilot were so lacking, so now i see every day fellow students getting jobs , so now i sit on pprune everyday and bitch and moan and cry about how no one likes me, and how i'm such a failure in life.