I believe pontius questioned my maturity in his earlier post.
I don't see the serious comments as harsh, i can see exactly where everybody is coming from in everything they have said, i'm just trying to explain myself. I appreciate all points of view.
I know in life that nothing at all is handed to anybody on a plate, and that to get where you want to be involves a hell of a lot of hard work.
I am sure there are a lot of pilots, and other members of the armed forces, army, navy, RAF, who leave. My step-brother served in the army, got all his driving licences and now drives HGV's for a living. I'm sure you can see why i am making the comparison there. He wanted to be in the army when he was younger, he did it, but he decided that he wanted to live a civilian life and left. Nobody complained.
I don't come on here to argue with anybody, i just had a few questions, they've mostly been answered, so i'll leave it at that.