Yeah, i see you're point. Don't get me wrong, the forces is always something i have wanted to try. It's always been an interest and an ambition. When you say it's a way of life, that makes me wonder if i want to do it for my whole life. Some parts of me say yes, others say no. So i know the majority of people will tell me not to bother, some may say go for it though. From what i understand, you fly what you're told to fly?
I assure you my attitude is not a problem, as no matter which route i choose i will always give 100%. I hate failing, and i have the highest standards realistically possible. I dont understand why you think i might not try to shine?
It's not so much a stepping stone, like i said, it's something i've always wanted to do, and if it got as far asm e doing i would be fully comitted, but the commercial side of things is another apect of flying that i have always wanted to do.