me too sicky. im thinking of giving the idea of pilot training up and sticking with engineering. i want to create a happy life for me and my hopefully future fiance, i want to be home as much as possible and have little financial or job worries. im thinking the best thing to do might just to get a regular 9 to five job (engineers earn a lot by the way) hopefully in aircraft design or similar and just learn to fly recreationally. maybe fly my future wife to the south of france for a week etc. learning to fly and maybe not getting a job souns so stressful. is it really worth it?