But have been excessively nervous about flying ever since. I am tough though and it wont stop me doing the hobby I enjoy so much (afterward!).
That felling will never disappear, since my engine failure I haven't felt as relaxed nearly as much as I did before the big bang!!. However I am sure it makes us better pilots knowing that it can happen any time, any where and with any amount of hours on the engine.
Well done and continue to enjoy the hobby