Have to agree with 9M. Your attitude is what a lot of potential pilots do not have. I have seen guys who got rejected by SIA and they just give up their hopes and dreams. Something about SIA that I am kind of against...giving only a chance to an individual...if you don't make it, you don't make it. If you have that passion, go for it, regardless of whether SIA accepts you or not. Sometimes they are just blind as what 9M had said. Stick with your heart, at times the harder way out may just be the better way out. Cheers.