No, I can understand why you feel this way; believe me I am desperate to start on the course. I realllllllllllllllllllly hate the job that I do at the moment and I reallllllllllllllllllly want to start training to become an ATCO. It was a dificult decision to make to delay joining and the thought of having to remain here for another 6months makes me really depressed when I know that I could have been on the June course. I was in a tricky situation.
If NATs had told me that I had to cancel the holiday then I would have done. They gave me a choice and I made a decision thats all. Oh yeah also by staying in work another 6months I can save some more money so that I am more able to afford the course.
