What really interests you and at what are you best skilled? Academics/interest in engineering and how things operate/scientific/want to work in team/want to lead team/want to run company?
Ask yourself that rather than seeking any and every job in aviation, and you will be far more fulfilled and satisfied than potentially persuing a career that you find exceptionally dull and boring in reality - even though it is in the aviation field.
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