Sinala, London Wasp and Super Stewardess, thank you very much for the helpful posts.
I am absolutely appauled at some of the responses on this page, what sort of people do you think you are? (ZF, capt cynical)
HOW DARE YOU HAVE A GO AT ME SIMPLY BECAUSE I HAVE A DIFFERENT OUTLOOK ON LIFE TO YOU.
This is the exact problem I have at BA, there are too many people around who are willing to slag you off because you different to the average.
Zenna, why the hell am I the problem? I don't like my job and just because it's everyone else's dream doesn't mean I should love it. By the way, before I came to BA I was a sound and lighting engineer, I loved it, but I'm sure most of you would have hated it. IT'S CALLED INDIVIDUALITY, WE'RE ALL DIFFERENT, IT'S NOT A BAD THING. You tell me to "put some effort into life". Well that's what I'm doing now, putting the effort in to find a job I enjoy more and I'm just getting abuse for it...