Sorry Grange that I'm can't be the hero that you appear to be or would like me to be. Alas, I'm just a humble QF F/O who can admit to burying the odd one for any variety or reasons. I can normally tell you what the contributing factors were too!!
I never said that it was hard, just that it can be humbling at times.
I guess that would come from my 'inexperience' being an ex cadet and all.