Radnav, does the term "out of touch" mean anything to you? Or try "I have believed my own publicity for too long" or perhaps "S**T, I have to go out there" is a better one. Do you think that all of us have remained lowly very junior F/Os at the companies we work for over the last 12 years? That 12 years has given us no influence or position? Well keep on dreaming old son, you are about to meet reality.