I find it quite amazing how many people have put themselves into this position with FR as this has been a known problem for a long time. Had you done any research at all, and not removed all objectivtity from the equation, you would have known this was exactly the outcome you could expect on joining FR. So either a) you did the research and still joined, which shows a severe lack of judgement or b) you didn't do the research, which is just plain stupid.
Reality can be a harsh travelling companion in Ryanair. Other wannabes, you have been warned. Yet again. Time to learn your lessons.