From the bottom of my heart, i really appreciate what everyone has said< it seem i'm not the only one.
I've come to realise, that i'm not the centre of the universe there a lot of other people like my self.
Knowing this, i will shut up and get on with it.
again Heart felt...thank you to every one out there...how much this really meant to me. With all of your +ve responds...thank you all ....have a safe and beautiful Xmas every one...