Darul.....consider this ol buddy..
Oh Darul... Consider this:
Even to get your PPL you'll need determination and some degree of sacrifice... the signs aren't good are they?
Also, what if you fall blissfully in love with aviation and decide to move on to CPL/ATPL? ...There are a hundred good reasons why you wouldn't get a job..even if you got a Class 1 medical!
Either you're prepared to do anything to achieve your goals or you're not.... good luck anyway. bm