I accept all your comments, i completely agree that it is stupid. Just to clear it up though, im not a "druggie", i hardly ever smoke it, just last night had lil too much to drink but thats no excuse. I wont be flying again for another 5 months anyway. I have also made up my mind that i wil not smoke it again, you are right that aviation is a professional career and i need to cop on which i have done today. I want it badly and i'm not gona let a stupid buzz get in the way, so thanks for pointing it out to me, and any others that may have been as stupid as me. I'm thinking of putting my medical off for a few months then maybe, will i be tested for it? This is something i want to learn from. Thanks guys and sorry for being so stupid.
Norman