Spaceman
On a more positive note for you, do not give up and and make sure to network yourself as much as possible, be nice to people that could help you even if you do really like them and always stay in the big picture.
The last thing you want to get is a reputation of being a moan or anything else for that matter.
I got my first job with a major airline with 242 hours on my log book, so you can too. Flighttime p.s good luck with the hunting