Crys:
I've read all of your posts, and I think it might be best if you refrain from posting in future...
Whilst the internet is an excellent medium, you can easily make a complete hash of it, by immature, conflicting and wayward comments which don't produce facts, evidence nor rational ideas.
That said, I am sure all professional aircrew feel for you during this incident, and hope you feel better soon.
In the meantime, let's just stick to the facts - which include the fact that maritime travel is many times more dangerous than travelling by air...