by Mothie
but I have to ask you a question... is it worth it
of course it is!
You have answered that question yourself without any knowledge to back up your statement. That is why I am concerned that you wish to engage on this career path without having researched it first. As far as I can infer from what you've told us, you like aeroplanes. That's it. I suspect you've seen a few movies that suggest that airline flying is cool, well paid, and you meet lots of women, and you want some of that. Well, you need to do a whole lot more research.
For a start, whose money are you going to use to follow this dream, and how and when are you going to pay it back?
Scroggs