Hey Do3r17
To get the most satisfaction out of being a pilot you need to look at it from a different perspective than your posts indicate.
To say you just want a nice airline job is not a good start.
Piloting aircraft is almost the ultimate in being able to attain maximum positive feedback from your skills and physical manipulations of highly complex equipment. The good pilot continues to get great satisfaction out of his ever increasing mental and physical abilities. If he doesn't then he may as well, or should, drive a bus.
Appreciate the exhileration you can enjoy when you become skilful in the three dimensions of flight and the great feelings you get when you feel as one with an aircraft. Consider also the huge responsibilities you adopt as you progress.
That way it becomes fantastic and you will want to keep doing it for ever.