PS, since you have been thinking about family so much, you need to sit down a watch about 10 hours of plane crash events, read more about it and then ask yourself, "What if that happened to me? Can I hack it? What would happen to my 'family' then??"
It gets scary as you see literally people dying in front of your eyes. What would YOU do if you were flying the Mandarin MD-11 2 years ago?
Do you think about these things?? Maybe you should now.
Cheers