i'm just asking for help here guys ... i'm not here to get my a** kicked nor to be laughed at ... of course i know how to fill up an application .. just asking you guys out there who has more experience to offer those who haven't been through all the **** you've been through ,.... come on wake up ... just try to think back when you were low on time , self-sponsored to do all this and you're getting no where ?? see , do i make a point or not and i've learnt how to make paper airplanes when i was in elementry school ... come on .. you guys ... i don't mean to piss you guys off or what ... just be a little ________ . i think you know what to fill up ... right ? and i am probably doing a much better job than you guys or flying something better....