Deepee,
Not an easy reply,but it's the apples and oranges thing.
30 percent of my course from pilot training are no longer with us (and I mean gone for ever, sad to say) to enjoy the fruits of their chosen profession. YOU fly on my aoroplane because I am still here with the experience and exposure to give you the sefest operation there is going. I respect your profession immensley, but we have taken the risks to get where we have, and lost many friends also trying their best to get here. Sorry, but we all had our choices earlier on in life, and you had yours. Forget the sour grapes, enjoy the life and profession you have chosen.
Happy Christmas, SL