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You may not see the light at the end of the tunnel, but as long as you believe there is one, you'll get there.
When I said take yourself off the medication, I wasn't clear. Stopping suddenly can have a negative effect and you must always consult a doctor before lowering your dose. The feeling you get though from starting to stand a little on your own two feet again is a good one. But as ftd83 and Hawk kindly advised, take care. Make your own decisions based on your feellings, but seek medical advice before taking action.
It will get better. Admitting you're not coping is the first stage in starting to cope with it. If that makes sense, you have the power to make you better.
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