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Your ambitions are obvious.
Don't take your first knock back too hard.
Find out why you were not accepted even if it comes to exercising "Freedom of Informatiom"
If there are things you can correct then you know what you have to do.
Keep at it and if possible reapply and also apply vigorously to many others who can give you training and experience.
The industry needs keen young guys like you.