Maybe,
So you have applied to become an airline pilot and accept a debt of £60,000 - and you seem to know virtually nothing about it or even know if you'll enjoy it!
Go to your local flying club and have a trial lesson. You'll learn two things:-
1) Do you still want to be a pilot?
2) You will now have at least some idea of how an aircraft is controlled and what the instruments are.
It amazes me just how many wannabee pilots have never had a single flying lesson.