Spitfires
As you grow up you may learn about something called tact. You have asked just about the worst question I can imagine today. Friends and colleagues of many people on this forum were lost yesterday and whilst your interest may be genuine, I don't think that you can expect anybody to respond favourably. In reality, I don't feel that you are going to get the response that you are looking for at any time.
Please be aware that I have given you the benefit of the doubt having viewed your profile. ANY occupation and my response would have been very different.
I suggest that this thread is deleted due to bad taste.