Hi there,
I know exactly how you feel mate. I was fine to go solo quite early..although when I went solo..or as I went solo..the winds picked up..this made me sightly nervous but then I had traffic to deal with..1 go around and then 1 touch and go all fine..the final full stop..all my nervousness and everything came together..as I came into land I must have had my toe slightly touching the brake!! I touched down with a greaser and off I went..a straight skid!!
My confidence was thrown back..I got back on the horse much later than I should have but I did get that confidence back..then I ran out of time and had to stop..ALL I KNOW IS THAT THINGS HAPPEN..KEEP AT IT AS I AM..Landings will come ..Is not the hours but, your safety is imperative!
Dont worry about the hours..keep on until you are safe.
I am going to go into it again very soon..and by then I shall have got a much positive mental atitude.
Keep at it!!
AMS