ChopRider
I was a QFI when the multi stream from BFT was closed down (mid 1970s). I had 2 students on the course which finished just prior to the announcement being made. Role disposal had already taken place, one was destined for Valley and the Gnat, the other had a posting notice for Oakington and the Varsity. I had greatly enjoyed instructing both of them. The Valley bound stude had exceptional ability (I do not use that phrase lightly) and was a pleasure to fly with. His compatriot was harder to instruct, but the effort he put into the course more than made up for the extra work, he achieved a creditable pass. So, one went to Valley and on to a successful career and the other was invited to apply for another branch or leave, no other options offered. I felt deeply sorry for him.
All I can say now is that you also have my sympathy, but you are not the first to have the rough end of the stick and you won't be the last. Life's a bitch and then.... well, it's up to you.
YS