I am on standby at the moment and hoping the phone rings!
Yup, I remember that feeling, didn't last long. Honestly struggle to find anything good about it now, probably has a lot to do with wrong base (LHR) and wrong company but it just seems to be a real grind now. Looking to move company and base but can't do anything else so will have to stay in flying if I want to maintain my income. If I found the right job I think I could get to enjoy it again but at the moment I can't say I do.