So whats your point?
You come onto a pilots network to say how you hated flying first class, dear Nigel, and how could you possibly fly for a living? Not at all committed my dear chap, rather the balloons for me you know.....what.
Good, one less w@nker to fly with I say
Fark, what a sorry story mate. Pity you, no passion in your life.
Nosey