At your age?
With 1200 hrs and little multi time at the age of 42 why on earth do you even want to fly sheds? Go get a rating on a jet of some kind it would cost not alot more and be more practical. However, don't you think at 42 your a bit old to be all dewy eyed about aviation? You would be better off investing your money in some hairbrained get rich quick scheme 'cos you won't get rich flying!!
And never forget there are lots of "steely blue eyed blonde" young Top Guns in their early twenties also after the job you seem so desparate to have. Save your money, it just isn't worth the heartache.