feel it is time to finally lay a dream to its death. I have always dreamt of being an airline pilot but after years of trying, 8 to be precise, I feel I should wave good bye to the dream.
I am currently undertaking a PPL, I have 8 hours so far.
Riiight. 8 hours in eight years? It certainly does sound like a dream mate, and one that is going to stay that way. Theres no wonder that you haven't managed to get sponsorship, with such an obvious drive to reach your goal...