Skyman68
suggest you try and improve your english especially if you are looking for a job in the UK.
You may also look at your very negative attitude because this will shine through in your application letters.
You may also find that joining an airline working in ops will help to get you noticed. Just remember you are competing for every school boys dream job and the competition is very strong.
You have to do something that makes you stand out from the rest and be positive, however from your posts are you really sure you want to be a pilot in the first place!