2WingsOnMyWagon, I ws making silly mistakes on the GFT and over correcting, my confidence went and I just got myself in a bit of a mess!!
As for my instructor, I don't think I have misunderstood him!! My boyfriend has suggested that I find a new school also so I will consider it! At the moment I am feeling a bit bruised but plan to come back fighting and show my instructor just how good I can be!!!