Hi Honey,
Dont be sad! When i started out about a year and a bit ago, I was just like you, I cried at night, my feet hurt sooooo much.
My fam flight was the best flight i had for a season, then it allw ent wrong then like you I got sad and depressed, pale and spotty.
But IT DOES PASS!!!
Honestly. Ive worked for 3 airlines now, and am so very happy with a major UK charter airline.
Stick it out, honestly hun the rewards, job satsifcation, pride and friends you make will come.
In the meantime, drink lots when you can (outside your hours limit of course), put on your lippy, teeth and tits out, and smile.
I promise it gets better
xxxx