Congratulations Gomez, youve come clean about the doubts I think we can all admit to having. 29 is not old so I'd say enjoy the many years of flying that lie in front of you, I wouldn't definitely rule out going pro at some stage, maybe you will find that things just fall into place a long way down the road in a manner you least expect without putting undue strain on any other aspects of your life, I know someone who was in a similar position and things just happened, happy family and flying professionally, thoroughly enjoying it and still has a good career to fall back on if they tire of the whole thing.
Best of luck with whatever you decide to do,
MTV