Luke Sky Toddler
I cannot understand your latest post.
Either you already have a good flying job, and are uncertain as to how you got there by virtue of the generosity of the foolish UK airlines for taking a risk by employing you..... OR
You have realised through green eyes that the airlines are unlikely to give you a job with your current experience, perhaps because of a less than perfect track record in the past or because more likely.... these jobs are hard to come by. As we all know.
That doesn't mean that other people's efforts or plain good luck should be derided on here.
This business is a circle. Never sh1t on people on the way up. You will only be shat on by them on the way down!
Don't give up