being lonely
I have gone through this in the past , and it aint no fun i have to say. But then i resigned myself to the fact that being lonely went with the job esp when friends were flying different flights as other crew were the only people i mixed with since moving to london, i was renting a room which was no biggerthan a matchbox which got me down even more.
Then i met someone who i now live with who used to fly but gave it up i think that makes all the difference if you lucky to have someone to come home to, to vent your spleen so to speak.
The point is there is light at the end of the tunnel.